I will write and write until my blood comes onto the words,
veins and sinews strung amidst the letters,
tugging on my heart,
until my heart is drawn from my chest out in horrific purity,
and wound up into the words,
beating and beating,
so raw and disgusting that you cannot look away,
something true is happening here and now,
there is nowhere else to look,
you must watch this here, now,
watch in horrific fascination, waiting for it to end,
so you can rest and try to get back to things.
But dear god, I am bleeding for you,
stay here with me,
everything I do is for you,
and my eyes wander up to you,
looking for that light at the end of the tunnel.
You are my light,
You are my light,
You are my light,
And in that moment, I die complete.
I enter that tunnel of your soul and find my way home.
Peace to all mankind, and heaven on earth.
Blessed be. Freedom for all.
Eternal Liberation.
In the Divine heart, one Love, one Light, one Truth.
Now and forever, Amen.










